“Like gravity, karma is so basic we often don't even notice it.” 
― Sakyong Mipham


The last few months starting in January, we have felt the subtle and powerful waves of Pluto (the Soul, the Shadow, transformation, Kundalini) approaching its conj with the South Node (Karmic past), with Saturn - our friend Time- very close by. All last week I sat in a fevered bed caught somewhere in between the psychic realms, some forms of past lives, extreme bodily pain, and the 3D reality- clearing clearing clearing. 

On Thursday Pluto and the S. Node was exact and about eight lifetimes seemed to dangle in front of me that needed cleansing. That's exactly what Pluto/S.Node are all about, going through the hell realms of your Ka...

"(Kira) I'm a teacher, I'm a guide... you gotta go your own way. Sometimes I catch myself and say: Ok so I'm a professional witch and today someone purged a past life of being burned or a death trauma... I walked around and banged a drum and pulled a demon out of someones stomach - cool, who's hungry.

(Sean) "Another day at the office".

"(Kira) Being in the modern world and doing this... It's really easy to be the Shaman on the mountain, be the healer on the mountain, it's really easy to not be in the world and be connected - how do you do this an integrate and still be a human and have these experiences. How do you be the thousand year old witch in the young woman's body and then.. go on a date."

Honored to introduce this fluid,...

"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."
-Rumi

All the feels of the 12th house have been unavoidable especially the last week as the Sun, Mercury and Neptune launched us into our emotional body solidified by the New Moon. Not to be left out, the planet of liberation and shock Uranus has finally, fittingly, committed to staying in Taurus for the next 7ish years solidifying our new realities. 

But what will they be?  Everything has felt so damn confusing.

We won’t have those answers until we let ourselves feel all the water feelings that are draining our subconscious in this energetic period.
It's ok, you are not alone. 

I watched “The Shape of Wa...

“The tigers of wrath are wiser than the horses of instruction.” 
― William Blake

Anger is a dirty word in the "spiritual community"- it isn't allowed to be expressed, for we must be the Buddha in nature. 
This goal of "stillness"... and yes, space is key to existing in this body and on this Earth in the 3D realities that we have created where action is the way of life. 

What happens to the rest of our human emotions?

That trained voice to “not care” or “let it go” in order to find peace usually results in suppression- it’s also called Denial. Without speaking our Truth or owning our vulnerable feelings what do we have that’s REAL?

We can't sit still our whole life. 

While we feel Chiron wrap up its final degree in Pisces- the Balsami...

It has been a time recognizing what structures no longer serve us, whether it be ripped out from under us in this intense spectrum of energy that swirled around us in 2018, or coming to cold real Truth.... what can we do to stay rooted, committed and balanced on whats coming next. 

Johnson Chong - New York Native and talented spiritual healer/entrepreneur - came back to Gotham for a visit. He asked me if I would sit with him and real talk about being grounded as a spiritual being/teacher/guide here in the Urban Chaos for Sage Sapien.

We touch on many informative tools of spiritual living to stay balanced- diet, commitment, using tools properly without victimizing yourself, how to live IN your body while being connected, and the ir...

“A bridge of silver wings stretches from the dead ashes
of an unforgiving nightmare
to the jeweled vision of a life started anew.” 
-Aberjhani 


Experience is the authentic path of learning.
Through a holographic lens, the stimuli spread through the body on a physical, mental and spiritual level. Without this comprehensive knowledge there is no Wisdom. We can theorize it, we can debate it, use our minds to comprehend perhaps social sympathize... yet we cannot fully understand in its ultimate frequency; divine resonance. 

Those who have authentic wisdom, have learned through pain. 

2018 was a year to take full advantage of emerging wisdom through deeper layers beyond a conscious state of understanding. And this was a...

“The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it..."


One of my favorite Scorpio traits is Obsession. It can have a nasty ring to it...a judgement placed upon our willful desire to consume something so deep inside of us we lose clear sight of our surroundings. When we call it "Passion" it has a connotation of Love in deep devotion, when its dark and destructive it morphs into "Obsession".
Why?

It's actually not the literal thing we are obsessing about that is so scary, its what we love inside of it we are afraid of. It's not about the thing or person or place, it's about how it makes us FEEL - a link to our true desire nature. It's a path to our authentic self, and what we value. Not what...

"Worlds are turning, and we're just hanging on, 
Facing our Fear and standing out there alone. 
Things look so bad everywhere, 
In this world, what it is for?
We walk blind and try to see, 
Falling behind in what could be"


This week I had dinner with a friend I've known for almost a decade, Lucy. I've always admired her, saw how deeply radiant she was from the first interaction we had. The kind of radiant that could only come from the Shadow of Life. 
Feeling akin to her, she always felt like home by her vibration. I spoke that night of the weight of life, and choices I had to make that were impending. Over the course of a few hours she began to speak what she hadn't before without a pause, the epoch of her life....

"The most intense conflicts, if overcome, leave behind a sense of security and calm that is not easily disturbed - which are needed to produce valuable and lasting results."
-Carl Jung

There are times that everything just feels "intense". 
And the easy way out is dull our minds and spirit with alcohol, drugs, TV, bullshit conversations, old habits, and excuses to plug back into what feels "safe" - avoiding the inevitable subconscious which can only be found through a mirror into ones own Soul.

Its time to process the processing.
Time to solidify and ground the last 7-8 years of this dynamic of create and destroy.
Time to drink in the nectar of transformative fire in her last few breaths. 
Where are you now mentally, emotionally,...

"We want to have certainties and no doubts

—results and no experiments—

without even seeing that certainties can arise 

only through doubt 

and results only through experiment. 

The artful denial of a problem

will not produce conviction; 

on the contrary, 

a wider and higher consciousness 

is required to give us 

the certainty and clarity we need.”

- C. Jung

How has the last few weeks been for you? 

That juicy start, stop, frustration, anger dance sound familiar?

Felt more more than just a retrograde?

It's the God of War conjunct the Lord of Karma in challenge with the Fire Sun in Aries. 

Mars is trying to move forward and all he's getting is Saturn's rule book.... 

"Article section 1, paragraph 3, line 7..... your manifesting engine of desire m...

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