February 24, 2020
“Everything is energy.
Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get that reality.
It can be no other way. This is not philosophy. This is physics.”
-Albert Einstein
Ah, Mystical experiences intertwined with unknown realities. From my time water fasting on the red earth of the Australian holy site in the outback, Uluru (read more about astounding adventure here) to the lush jungles of central Bali. It feels like there has been no time and everything has been grains at a time dissolving and forming new realities that seemingly always feel they have been in existence.
Sound familiar? Enter 2020.
And so we enter the Picean etherics on the New Moon. Somewhere in the world where nothing makes s...
February 2, 2020
"The issue goes far beyond economics, or commerce, or poetics, or an evening of pleasantries as we look out over a scenic view.
Something is happening beyond all this.
We are losing splendid and intimate modes of divine presence.
We are perhaps, losing ourselves."
- Thomas Berry, The Dream of the Earth
There is an essence to the planet we know is undeniable. We also know there is a profound shift that is taking place beyond our control, and that loss of control is shaking us to the core. Where to do we reconnect to center? Where IS our center?
This past month in Australia, I water fasted in one of the most sacred sites on this Earth, Uluru during the merging of the Saturn /Pluto conjunction. The Frog energy ran through my vei...
"The way to truly experience the essence of your humanity is to deny yourself the very comforts that avoid it"
Uluru is considered to be one of the most powerful sites on Earth. Many believe this is the Solar Plexus chakra and on Jan 12th/13th 2020, the world will experience initiations of this massive reconstruction that defines our modern society. New grounds for a new paradigm.
Try water fasting in the Australian outback while you do it. Words do not fully describe.
Join Johnson Chong, Author of SageSapien: From Karma to Dharma/Founder of Exodus retreats for our insights during this potent time on how this will effect you, from linear time scales to subconscious realities being created by denying your own humanity.
Listen HERE...
December 16, 2019
“Curiosity will conquer fear even more than bravery will.”
— James Stephens
There are a thousand different techniques that guide us into our bodies, our center, our "home". And with each one that we practice (or ignore) we use it as a conduit to quell levels of anxiety, worry, and Fear that are generated when Life shakes us to the bone. Yet what happens when the energy lends itself to being insipidly thick that we can’t feel anything but... unprotected?
Most of the time, we can identify Fear when we see it. Deep from our subconscious layers of protection installed from our upbringing, our reptilian brain of survival and intuitive flow as sentient beings guide us in our daily lives deciphering how we survive in this complicated w...
October 28, 2019
"At the core of all Anger is a need that is not being fulfilled."
- Marshall B. Rosenberg
Something triggered a wound recently and sent me into deeper layers with an old dear friend, Anger (elaborated on IG). It's been a wild ride discovering new layers and inside a situation I have no control over, which Anger loves to cameo.
Perfect timing for Scorpio season and this New Moon, wouldn't you say?
Ah, the tune of Scorpionic Shadow melody... betrayal, abandonment, manipulation and full force relational triggers.
I'm sure our friend M.Rosenberg (founder of non-violent communication) even though a Libra, had some strong Scorpio lurking in his chart enough to want to psychoanalyze all our projections into some s...
September 25, 2019
Shadows of all things part 2.
"We took a journey deep into the Shadows of the subconscious and spoke about victim consciousness, the drama/triangle, shame/guilt loops, waking up vs. chasing bliss, fractals of consciousness, astrology and how to consciously create your own reality. "
https://open.spotify.com/episode/4szn0QMBGPSDGI2N26LzOA
https://soundcloud.com/veryapepodcast/returntotheblackrainbow
September 8, 2019
“The belief that something is wrong is the fire under the ass of humanity.”
― Jed McKenna
I've been thinking about what to say coming home from Asia, how much I've wanted to share with you all.
About whats happening in the world, about my personal process, the profound restructuring that is taking place in the world right now that we have all felt on a myriad of intensity ranging from home, family , to love and spiritual connection.
It feels like the galaxy is undergoing this renovations so fast it feels nearly impossible to make solid agreements or contracts for the next phase when it seems to be shredding us into advancement that much quicker every day.
The higher we vibrate, the more attune we are to these shifts.
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July 2, 2019
July is nothing short of powerful highlights illuminating the dichotomy of where we feel at "home" - both in our emotional landscape and the outworld consensus reality.
Cancer energy is the "voice" of emotional suppression. Its extremely sensitive energy and can be piercingly insecure -so is Capricorn.... even though the Goat energy flees to the mountains for space still being able to protect the crowds below as opposed to a sandy hole where it can't see anything. The Crab doesn't like to be bothered, it literally has no backbone - only a hard shell and when you get close to it, they will attack defending ferociously its safety... its home.
It needs its shell to feel like it can deal with the world.
The USA...
June 10, 2019
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes.”- Proust.
This summer, the energies are held by the exact conjunction of Pluto/Saturn. The Lord of the Underworld and the Lord of Karma/Time don’t really give us a chance to ignore the current global transformation illuminating our collective Shadows at their core. Building since January, they were joined with the South Node (unresolved Shadow from the past) and have certainly led us on a wild ride in this first half of 2019, kicking up old wounding that we once thought resolved.
As we allow ourselves to take a breath this summer and dream our midsummer night dreams floating in the sea, wonderment floods our Spirit at the possibility of e...
May 8, 2019
I'm like a tree. My leaves might change color, but my roots are the same.
-Rose Namajunas
**I recently wrote a piece on lineage Shadow as its been an important topic lately as I've just gotten my DNA results. Take a read and connect.
"What does it mean to know where we come from: Is it the blood we’ve been given or the energetic path that we have chosen that offers us a deeper connection to self?
Feeling safe and secure are the building blocks and boundaries of how we can function as healthy humans. Without it, nothing is sustainable. When we are connected to our bodies and feel held, anything is possible with a platform to jump into the void of creation.
Looking at the chakra system, Muladhara (translation from sanskri...
